Jo5hua, imagining what have you've been through is horrible enough, I've come to say my humble apologies to you, about saying rude stuff to you. Many of us, has been through the very problem you are experiencing, for almost a year, you kept it to yourself, so I'm asking, why? You don't have to keep it to yourself, we are here, we can help to make you feel better, but Jo5hua, I wish you well, even though how mean I've been to you.
Jo5hua, live well, and again, I'm sorry